justanotherxboy

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 16:45:13 GMT

i think things maybe looking up =]

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 23:34:37 GMT

on a happier note

i went out with ste and ben today in bens car and it was ace

saw a fat man on a scooter and i nearly wee'd

then went skating
cos i havent done it in a while
might start doing it again seems pretty fun
just need a fucking job

anone wanna gimme one? xxx

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 23:31:57 GMT

god im a bit drunk and i feel like i want to spill all my feelings out but i dont think that will help..
im sorry if all my posts seem a bit depressing but you caught me at a bad moment in my life so sorry if any one actually read this

i dont know what to do anymore
its all i want
and then love had to come into it
which make it harder for me
fuck
know one can understand how i feel
they all think im doing fine but underneath
im a fucking mess
shes probably the only one i think might understand
but i hope it works out
god i will fucking pray for that day

Sweet Whispers In Her Ear And Mine

Having Some One To Hold My Heart

Being Told It Was Safe

Once Full Red

Now Black

Drowning My Sorrows

With Fake Smiles And Laughs

Telling Them Im Ok

But They Dont Know The Half

I Locked Them Up

And Thrown Away The Key

I Miss The Days When You Smiled

And Its Was Me Doing It

Good Things Never Last
<3

i dont always want to sound like a depressing bastard so dont think that i am im a nice guy =]

i just miss you

im off to bed x

i just need someeone with me tonight anyone ? x

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 11:05:15 GMT

Hey
Got a new lj as you can tell
stevi and aimee will be impressed lol now they have someone elses to read
ill update laters feeling a bit urgh atm didnt really have a nice sleep tbh
<3