urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justanotherxboy justanotherxboy justanotherxboy 2006-08-28T16:45:13Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justanotherxboy:1584 2006-08-28T16:45:13Z 2006-08-28T16:45:13Z i think things maybe looking up =] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justanotherxboy:1304 2006-07-28T23:34:37Z 2006-07-28T23:34:37Z on a happier note <br /><br />i went out with ste and ben today in bens car and it was ace <br /><br />saw a fat man on a scooter and i nearly wee'd <br /><br />then went skating <br />cos i havent done it in a while <br />might start doing it again seems pretty fun <br />just need a fucking job<br /><br />anone wanna gimme one?&nbsp; xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justanotherxboy:1107 2006-07-28T23:31:57Z 2006-07-28T23:31:57Z god im a bit drunk and i feel like i want to spill all my feelings out but i dont think that will help.. <br />im sorry if all my posts seem a bit depressing but you caught me at a bad moment in my life so sorry if any one actually read this<br /><br />i dont know what to do anymore <br />its all i want <br />and then love had to come into it <br />which make it harder for me <br />fuck <br />know one can understand how i feel <br />they all think im doing fine but underneath <br />im a fucking mess <br />shes probably the only one i think might understand <br />but i hope it works out&nbsp; <br />god i will fucking pray for that day&nbsp; <br /><br />&nbsp;<br /><br />Sweet Whispers In Her Ear And Mine <br /><br />Having Some One To Hold My Heart <br /><br />Being Told It Was Safe<br /><br />Once Full Red <br /><br />Now Black<br /><br />Drowning My Sorrows <br /><br />With Fake Smiles And Laughs <br /><br />Telling Them Im Ok <br /><br />But They Dont Know The Half <br /><br />I Locked Them Up <br /><br />And Thrown Away The Key <br /><br />I Miss The Days When You Smiled <br /><br />And Its Was Me Doing It <br /><br />Good Things Never Last <br />&lt;3&nbsp; <br /><br /><br />i dont always want to sound like a depressing bastard so dont think that i am im a nice guy =] <br /><br />i just miss you&nbsp; <br /><br /><br />im off to bed x <br /><br />i just need someeone with me tonight anyone ? x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:justanotherxboy:617 2006-07-28T11:05:15Z 2006-07-28T11:05:15Z Alesana - early morning Hey <br />Got a new lj as you can tell <br />stevi and aimee will be impressed lol now they have someone elses to read <br />ill update laters feeling a bit urgh atm didnt really have a nice sleep tbh <br />&lt;3